Relief just cannot come fast enough.  I am in a battle for freedom and justice by decree.  Fortunately the law was on my side.  I just want to have time to heal.  There are so many wounds and I am so tired.  I cannot go on like this much longer.  I want my life back.  I want to smile again someday.  I want to laugh.  I want to have fun for no reason at all.  I want to be with my family, my family as much and as often as I can.  I have been wasting away in these four walls.  I should have said "No!" a long, long time ago.  I cannot undo the the damage done to me, but I can certainly move on and I plan on doing that.  I cannot wait to see who I am now, and who I will become free from the clutches of my worst enemy.  Evil so thick you could smell it.  Don't ever trust anyone who is only after whatever and whoever they can take advantage of.  There is something very wrong with people like that and you and I cannot make them any better.  That's for damn sure.