New Year Coming

I am so looking forward to New Year's Day this year. I want to be up at midnight to greet the new year head on. I know what lies ahead will change my life forever. There is absolutely no looking back. I am going to take the GRE. I am going to go back to school, the same year Lesley does. I am going to work this summer and get ahead. I need to renew my spirit, create art, live and love living. I need to be me. I will revel in my freedom, and celebrate my independence because there is nothing worth mourning over in the past, that is for damn sure. Anything worth having is already here, and whatever else is only good fortune. The past is permanently closed ... for remodeling. The present is cleansing and growing, and the future is mine!