Moving on Saturday

I'm moving to the new house on Saturday afternoon. Last night I got in late and just headed over there. It was so quiet and peaceful. I ended up sleeping on the floor, but I slept like I hadn't slept in years. I think on Saturday I'm just going to place the boxes off to one side, make the bed and then sleep, sleep, sleep all weekend. No phones, no nothing, just peace, quiet and resting. I'm so tired now, but I just can't rest. I've started studying meditation to help me through this difficult time. I was reunited with some old Soka Gakkai friends here in Austin. My qi is depleted, I must do everything I can to replenish my qi. I did not realize just unhealthy all this had become until I spent on night away from the chaos and the pain. It is going to take some time to recover from the hurt and neglect. I feel certain that a healthy life awaits. I cannot wait to ride my bike along Town Lake, or take the dogs for a walk on Shoal Creek, or go play the piano at the Union with LeLe. We just need to be with our family and our friends period. No turning back, just forge on to what lies ahead.