I want to move forward, regain my health, preserve my dignity, claim my true identity, experience clarity, be successful, face the challenges, overcome obstacles, find peace and quiet. Sometimes my head just spins and I just can't quite get it all together. I don't know when that feeling will fade. I hate knowing I have the know how and skill to accomplish what I want to, but be so overwhelmed by competing circumstances - it is difficult to concentrate. Overall I will say that the new home and our "little" family is fun, relaxing and comfortable. I just wish I could spend many days at home recovering from all that has happened. Maybe I should consider taking a break this summer and just take it easy instead of pushing myself into oblivion. I just don't know yet. I want to get ahead, but at what price? I need to think carefully and pray sincerely for a solution to the
malaise glaze and balance the budget at the same time. Any ideas?