A month ago I thought I might just have a heart attack, a nervous breakdown or crash the car because I was so sick, so stressed and my health was the worst it has ever been in my entire life. I'm still not out if the woods. I recently was diagnosed with sleep apnea. I still have the malaise glaze brain fog but not too the horrendous degree it was in August and September. Thanks to Jehovah there is a great improvement in my sense of joy, regaining my happiness and coming out of a crippling bout of depression and anxiety. I am able to spend quality time with my family and go preaching with my Christian brothers and sisters more often . As my spiritual health improves so is my outlook on life. It was really terrible for such a long time to be suffering so. I really didn't know what it was going to do but now there's hope.